What was once before so calming, broken now with time.

The simple pleasures that were not taken for granted, now missing from my mind.

There were happy times before this, now gone from me at last.

I sit alone and battle with the demons that have haunted me from my past.

A smile so freely given; shattered like my dreams.

The voices talking to me now, filling my head with screams.

I want to live again, and fill my lungs with breath.

Now the only things I see; are thoughts filled with death.

One minute of happiness is all that I desire.

My head is caving in on me, and my heart begins to tire.

The blood once so thick; pulsing through these veins.

If I continue on this way, nothing is ever gained.

To end it all so swiftly, flushing it all away.

Would it come back to me, perhaps some other day?

When I fall asleep tonight, into my head they come.

I pray to never wake again, too much damage has been done.

Too much pain to live is placed upon these shoulders now.

To end it all so suddenly, only praying that the time is now.

Memories of a happy time, erased from my brain.

Only to be filled later on with agonizing pain.